having a crush on both a character and the person who plays that character is just like

prepare for trouble

and make it double

Every one of us is losing something precious to us. Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That’s part of what it means to be alive.
Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via exoticwild)
If you want me,
You need to show me.
If I push you away,
please just push back,
and declare me as your own.
Because I’ve spent my whole life being unwanted,
And I need to be shown that I’m wanted.
I’m scared,
So show me I don’t need to be.
And I will be yours.
I go through phases.
Somedays I feel like the
person I’m supposed to be,
and then somedays, I turn
into no one at all. There is
both me and my silhouette.
I hope that on the days you
find me and all I am are
darkened lines, you still are
willing to be near me.
Je pense à toi. Mais je ne le dis plus.
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